Crazy Weekend...

Well I had some friends from high school come down over the weekend and I laughed so hard. I also went out to the bars finally so that was pretty fun. My sister also came down and stayed over the weekend, so I had a full house.

The moving countdown is 4 days... Saturday is the big day. I'm going to call my new landlord and make sure everything is set up for that weekend. It better be. I don't even care if the apartment is clean, I just want to get in there and start something new. I just want to get the new place set up and get rid of this one. Soon soon....

1st week...

Well, the first week of summer school is over. First test is taken. Where does time go to? It passes by so quickly that it seems like I'm missing out on life sometimes. I guess it's gonna go fast when I work, do school, coach soccer, substitute teach, and hang out with my little from BBBS I just can't believe how time flies. Mayabe once summer school is over, it will start to slow down a little bit....

Life is kinda stressful...

So I started back at work and it has been nothing but trouble. I already said about my panic attack and how much fun that was. So I went to work last night, not knowing what I'm supposed to do and no one had a clue there either so I was a checker for a while which was pretty fun considering my experience in the deli. Anyways, I've learned not to complain aobut checking. But the stupid deli manager decided to just switch my days off with out telling me. I have my final soccer practice tonight and there's no way I'm missing that. It was in my availability that I need Wednesday's off, so I called up my manager this morning and he said to just keep my same schedule. I was surprised at how nice he was about it.

Well, the moving is slow-going. I don't want to pack because I still feel that I need absolutely everything in this apartment so I don't pack it. But I did manage to call the cable company and have service switched to my new place and cancel my power service since the new apartment pays for almost all utilities!! yay!

I think a couple of friends from high school are going to come visit me on friday. I'm very excited! It'll be nice to see them again... it's been a long while. I'm sure that we will have a lot of fun.

I'm ready to be moved and I'm ready to have a new place to decorate. My poor roommate is going to come back and have a fully decorated place. I just hope that she feels comfortable... it's only for a couple months anyways.

I'm going to help a friend do some homework today again. She doesn't feel that she's very creative and she thinks I am so I'm helping her out. It's kinda fun for me since it's not for a grade for me. Fun stuff....

What an interesting weekend...

So I ended up making out with the hot guy from work. Best kisser ever. I wouldn't mind doing that for hours ;) Anyways... I started work again last night in the deli and I had a complete panic attack. I got really clausterphobic and I couldn't breathe and everything was closing in on me. It was the strangest thing ever. I never want to experience that again. So I have to go in this afternoon and talk to the manager and see if he can switch me to somewhere else. Anywhere else. Jesus that was creepy. But the good news is I have more availability now so it should work better. I had to go find a class this morning since everything else has been cancelled on me. So I'm taking Personal Health class. Sad sad. I am the only senior in this freshman level class, which is ok except I used to make fun of people like me. Heh, oh well. Life's funny. So I'm a little less stressed today and that's very nice. Now, I just have to worry about getting all my shit packed up and moved, but I still have a week and a half or so. I hate moving....

Fucking summer school...

So I had to sign up for a new class since all of my other ones have been cancelled. Only problem is, everything is either cancelled or closed. I'm so screwed. I hate having to deal with this every time I try to register for classes. so I'm going to have to try and see my advisor at 7:30 on monday to see if we can find me some kind of class. It's so frustrating. I just hope something works out. I've made myself sick today over worrying about it. This sucks....

Bad things happen....

I am so pissed of at this school. They just wrote me an email saying that yet another one of my summer courses has been cancelled. So know everything is full and I can't find classes. If I can't get financial aid, then I don't konw how I'm gonna live this summer. Money sucks....

Dinner....

I had dinner at my house tonight and some new people came. One of my friends (I've only met him once but he's a great guy) cooked dinner for us and it was awesome!!! He's an amazing cook. It was fun to hang out and get to know new people. I don't get to do that very often. But I really get along with this guy and I hope that I get to hang out with him more often. I'd like to see if anything could progress with him. i guess we'll see. Well it's time for bed. I did something weird to my neck tonight so I need to go put a heating pad on it and maybe on my wrist too, because it sure is hurting too. It sucks getting old....

Coming to and end...

Well, the year has flown by and it is now summertime. I can't believe that I'm almost done with college. How crazy. Tonight my friend invited people over to my house for dinner that she's cooking so that'll be fun and nice to come home to. I hope to be starting my job again next week so I guess we'll see. I'm going to go for a walk with a couple friends now....

Kissing girls...

Well, I don't know if I like being single or if I don't. I hate not having someone I can talk to about anything... that's not true. I do have one friend I can talk to about anything but it's not the same. I'm sure you understand. On the other hand, I like the fact that I can flirt with boys if I want to (of course that requires me to up the nerve to talk to a boy). I also have the chance to make out with a girl. It sounds crazy but I've always thought about kissing a girl. Why not? I think girls are sexy and fun. I don't know if I would ever have the guts to do it, but I like having that choice. I think it is a natural part of life to wonder what it would be like to kiss someone of the same sex. Don't you agree? I have always believed that I am bi-curious. I'm not bisexual because I can imagine having sex with a girl (even tho I might like to try it some day) I just think it's natural to be curious. I don't know where this thought came from tonight, but I'm just sharing....

Lindsey Aldrich.....

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Done....

Long weekend...

I had to go home this weekend because I had to go see the oral surgon about getting out my wisdom teeth. That will happen on the 6th of July. Yippee. At least they will be taken care of. I'll look like a chipmunk for a few days but oh well. It was good to be home this weekend. I'm excited to go back and be in casper for a semester next year. It will be good except my friends will be all over the place by then. That's how life goes I guess. I had to coach a game for my boys tonight and they did really well. I'm going to be sad when this season ends. I love these boys. Well, I have a final tomorrow so that'll be fun. It's my only one this week so that's good....

6 months...

Well, it's been six months since I've had a boyfriend. It's crazy how time flies. I can't say, even for a second, that I regret not getting back with the ex. Life has been so much better for me and I've been a lot happier. It's been lonely at times, lots of times, but I guess that's just a part of my life now. It seems like I will never meet anyone new. I'm a big chicken when it comes to guys, but I'm sure eventually i will overcome that. It's a good thing that I have my friends. I don't know what I would do without them....

Her secret was this...

While most people searched forever for the needle, she enjoyed the hay.

Fun fun...

So I asked the hot guy from work over to wine night tomorrow and he said yah he'd come. However, he has to work until 11 so oh well. At least he said yes. He's so hot. My friend wants me to get some from him. I wouldn't be against that all together. I just think that it would be a one nighter or something like that... maybe be his booty call girl and that's just not me. I do just need some affection....

Moving on...

So I decided that other guy isn't worth it anymore. I've tried to call him and whatnot but I'm guessing that he's not interested. Fine. His loss. There's a hot guy from work that I have liked since I started working there so we'll see if he's available. he was diggin me awhile ago, but now that I've got my head out of my ass I'm sure that he's back with his old girlfriend. Oh well. Whatever. I'll just have to see what happens....