Snow...

This weather has been so depressing. I'm having a tough week or two and the weather only brings me down more. It comes to be spring and you see everyone walking around campus holding hands, being happy and I just want to be a part of it. I don't like being single. I don't like dating. I feel like I won't ever find anyone. When I do start to like someone...I don't hear from him, talk to him, and I know he's leaving for the summer so it's not like I should care. I have been super emotional lately. I'm homesick and I'm tired of school. I just wish I could go home. Soon enough I guess. It'll be good to finally see my family again next week. And by then the sun will be shining, and my friend will be home from Cody. I talked to her last night and I think she is my biggest happiness. I'm without my best friend and it's hard, but that's how it's going to be from now so I should just get used to it....