Kinda sad...
Well, my bf was supposed to come here this weekend to visit, but there are guys from NASA in laramie and he has all kinds of homework and work to do, so he stayed in laramie. He called me tonight, drunk and funny, but he's out without me. I know he, more than anyone, deserves a night out, but I just wish I could've gone out with him. Pity party right here. Yep. Me. Well, I think I ended up making him feel really bad about not coming and I didn't mean to. I know how busy he is. I just don't have friends here and I can't really do anything here. And I also made another comment about I would stay all next weekend down there if he wasn't going to be a butthead. Now why did I say that? I feel so stupid for saying that. I didn't mean it. It was supposed to come out as a joke and it didn't sound funny, just mean. He's never treated me badly...EVER. I feel like shit about it. I hope that he doesn't remember tomorrow...time to write him an email....
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Sarah, I am sad that you are sad. I talked to Josh last night too, thinking you were with him. He was drunk!!!!! I am sorry he didn't come to see you. I told him I wish you would come with us on our trip and don't be an overachiever. But I know you're busy and we'll all just have to go some other time when you are ready. SO, I will talk to you whenever I talk to you. Love one of the retards.
Carrie
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