Hmmm...

Last night I went to a friend's birthday dinner. It was pretty fun and it was nice to be able to do something. I called my crush afterwards because I really wanted to go and do something and I got no answer on his phone. So I called his roommate and my crush answered. I was surprised but it was really nice to talk to him. I've missed hanging out with them. Well, they weren't doing anything so once again I didn't do anything last night. Oh well. I've just accepted that nothing is going to happen with my crush. It sucks, but that's life. It's kinda weird right now. I have a couple of friends who are telling me that they have friends they want to set me up with. It kinda makes me mad. It shouldn't, but it makes me feel like I'm some kind of project that they are working on. I don't know what my deal is right now. I'm just in a funk....